Sabtu, 28 November 2009

untitled .

hhh,, smw trjadi bgtu cpat .
smw prsaanQ pun kembaLi agy .. prsaan iank duLu bercampur dg perasaanQ iank ada ckLg .
entah aQ hrus beersyukur ato tdag .
cus prsaan in mmbwtQ terkurung dalam diam .

knpa smw slLu pergi ??. tdag kah mereka tw org iank dTinggaL khand.a bgtu menderiTa ??.
kLuarga,, tmand,, sHabat,,
huufft .. entah lah in hnya sesaat khand ??.
gg ad iank abadi didunia niy ..

untitled .

Sabtu, 07 November 2009

miss yOu ..

hhh .. smw ckLg trSa jauh .
dunia mkin smPIt ,, dan enTah knPa aQ bNcI DG kbhgiaan dan hraPan .
aP agy saat aQ mLhat tmend"Q bHgia dg hDup.a ,, aQ iri ..
tp,, aQ bruntung ckLg gy sbug".a dg urusan skLah .
jd aQ bs ngjLani aktviTas.Q ssibug mgkin dan ini iank aQ mw ..

hufft .
knPa aQ jd inget "ryan" ??.
aQ kgen bged m "ryan" .. saat aQ bOngkar" pmberian "ryan" aQ nmuin kTa" we have hopes b'cause we have loves .
aP iTu bNar ??. kLo mnk bNar jKa tDak cnTa brarTi gg aD hrPan ..
cuz saaT niy d_hDupQ gg aD iank nma.a cnTa ..
mPe ckLg mc trngiang dPkiranQ .. knPa bSA tba" aD kTa" iTu ??.
aP mnk iTu d_sngJa wt aQ ??.
tp,, mav .. hTi aQ dah trtuTup dg iank nma.a HARAPAN .!!!!!!!!!
dan aQ bnar" bnCI dg HARAPAN .!!!!!

MISS YOU " RYAN" .. T_T
aQ ykin Qm mLhatQ dSni .. dan aQ kan brSha wt trSenyum brSma dgan indah.a aWAn .. =)

Senin, 02 November 2009

unTilL the end

Weekends on young and angry streets
We meet, drink 'till trouble found us there
Living life as without a care
We've had our bouts, been black and blue
Its true, I've even gone to jail for you my friend
Bet your life that I'd do it again

(Until the End)

Don't change the way you think of me
We're from the same story
Life moves on, can't stay the same
For some of us, i'm worried

While some have gone their separate ways
Theres some still caught up with the past instead
But move on, you're missing most of your life
They say its hard to stay the same
When some fail, while other men seem to gain, my friend
I'll be with you here until the end

(Until the End)

Don't change the way you think of me
We're from the same story
Life moves on, can't stay the same
But some of us, some worry
We're all falling forward
With no signs of slow
And some moving faster
Thats all that I wanted
I wanted

You know its hard
Its passing by
Memories
Be out all night
To reminisce wont bring you back
Just look ahead and hold on tight
We're all falling forward
With no signs of slow
And some moving faster
Thats all that I wanted
I wanted

Don't change the way you think of me
Oh yeah

Oh yeah
Until the end
Until the end
Until the end
hufft ..
banyak bnged iank dah trjadi .. tp aQ sneng .. T_T
sbug,, sbug,, sbug ,, ^-^
hri berasa cPet bged bnyak kjadian+tugas" iank hrus aQ krjain dg baik .
hmm,, gg krsa dah hmPir 1 bLan "mereka" nnggLin aQ ..
aQ kgend "mereka" ..

Sabtu, 10 Oktober 2009

ini gg adiL wt aQ !!!!!!!
"mrka" prgi nggLian aQ g2 ajja slamanya ..
ap "mrka" gg ngrti gmna hancur.a prsaan ii ??
aQ syang "mrka" lebih dr apa pun ..
"dia" .
npa "dia" beri aQ hrapan klo akhir.a ia mghilang utk slama.a dari hidupQ .
aQ benci wt mgkui kLo aq sayang m "dia" ..
npa hrus "dia" ??
npa bkan yg lain ??
hhhhhhh .. aq gg tw lg gmn ngjlani hdup in ..
cus slma aQ down or dlm situasi dan kondisi ap pun aQ sllu inget "mreka" yg sllu ad wt aQ .
tp,, skrg "mreka" prgi bgtu ajja ngglin aq .
hancur sudah smw hrapanQ ..
aQ benci harapan !!!!!!! sQit skLi jka aQ dnger kTa itu ..
aQ bs ngjalani hdup in dengan senyuman krn aQ tw mc ad orang" dsktarQ yg pdLi m aQ .. tp soal prsaanQ .. aQ gg tw aP aQ bs mngubah.a mjd lebih baik agy ..
aQ syag " mreka" ap pun yg trjadi .. smpe kpan pun itu aQ ttep syang "mreka" .. :)

Sabtu, 03 Oktober 2009

hahhhhhhhhhhhh ...
bulLsHitttttttttt ..
gg ad hRapAN DlAM HdUP Aq .!!!!!!
KbHgiaan gg akn pNAh mnCul dHdupQ !!!!!!!!1
kcEwA .. HAHHHHH HNYA ItUUUU ..

Senin, 28 September 2009

if I don't need you then why I'm crying on my bed., if you don't need you then whyt does your name resound in my head., if you're not for me then why do I dream, if it is my boy ..
I don't wanna run away but I can'ty take it I don't understand., if I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I'm, is there anyway that I can't stay in your arms .

Sabtu, 07 Maret 2009

dEaR gOd ..

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can’t help but wish that I was there
Back where I’d love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I’m not around,
when I’m much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I’d stayed
’Cause I’m lonely and I’m tired
I’m missing you again oh no
Once again

There’s nothing here for me on this barren road
There’s no one here while the city sleeps
and all the shops are closed
Can’t help but think of the times I’ve had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I’m not around,
when I’m much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I’d stayed
’Cause I’m lonely and I’m tired
I’m missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade…

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I’m not around,
when I’m much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I’d stayed
’Cause I’m lonely and I’m tired
I’m missing you again oh no
Once again

mY dEar ,,

jKa kW tRtdur pLas dG awAn mMpi mU mKa biArkAn lAh dRiq hDir di Si2 ..
jKa kW trMnuNg dLm lmuNan pnJanG mKa inGat lAh aQ aGar kW trSdar ..
jKa kW mNdgAr dRiq b'Kta " I LOVE YOU " ..
mKa dnGar kAn lAh bAik" dAn uCpkAn " I LOVE YOU TOO DEAR " ..

Sabtu, 17 Januari 2009

mY m3moRiezZ,,

bGaimNapuN mNyaKitkAn nA,,
stiAp knGan bRhak dikBurKan dG laYak ,,
di sDut" jWa yG plg bAik,,
aGar stLah mAti dAn mLarut dLm mSa lLu,,
dY dPt mmBeri tMpat mSa dPan yG lBih bAik,,

Minggu, 04 Januari 2009

hmM,,,,

DidN't maKe sEnse tO liVe fOr fuN,,
yOur bRain gEts sMart bUt yOur hEad gEt duMb,,
sO muCh tO dO,,
sO muCh tO sEe,,
sO wHat's wRonG wiTh taKiNg tHe baCkstReet?
yOu'lL neVer kNow iF yOu doN't gO,,
yOu'lL neVer sHine iF yOu doN't glOw,,